ECCEDENTESIAST: SOMEONE WHO HIDES PAIN BEHIND A SMILE

"Trying to be busy

Holding back tears

Broken inside

Biting her tongue

Writhing in pain

Lost in the night

She smiles and smiles

Concealing the agony

Stashing the torment

Moist eyes and

Ah! she smiles and smiles."

-Namoos

People say that dreams come true but they forgot to mention that nightmares are dreams too ....for an eccedentesiast it is the same nightmare that they are living in. It is like living in the full moon phase which symbolises someone who is empathic and intuitive, struggling with irrational thoughts.

But the scars you can't see are the hardest to heal and walking with such scars given by people no more in your life but still walking with an incandescent smile for those who are still there, takes a lot of heartedness.

How sad it sounds when somebody asks you whether you know them; A hundred memories pass through your mind but you just say "I used to".

In the end, just like moon phases keep changing, such nightmares will soon outgrow and will lead to a summoned ending with alluring aftermath...because endings can too be beautiful..we all have witnessed a sunset..haven't we?

#beinganeccedentesiast